hehe... so happy that i got a job at last.. :)
so excited.. first day of work will be on tuesday..
any advice? :)

This is my mom..
She is upset..
Does she look fierce here?
Some things that ppl do just make her unhappy..
When she came to my comp today,
She noticed that there were no blog updates from any of my friends..
Seriously, she's not happy..
So, you guys better blog on the following Saturday..
She says 'Goodbye'..
Bye..

I SINNED!!!!

MAGGI GORENG.. T-T

both of us had.. 3 maggi goreng, 2 nasi lemak goreng and 4 cups of limau ais at Ali.. what a sin..

We fed this cute cat

See the siao-lang eating.. lol

My sin shall not go unpunished!! Hitting the gym now.. Sayonara!! :)

tobi

Finally, there are some stuff to decorate my blog with.. lol.. :)

THIS IS ME!!! being vain in the car, while waiting for Julian Goh to buy his chicken rice..

This is my band.. Now no more.. haha..
From Left: Alvin, The Legendary Daniel Chan Ming Charn, The Cutest-Gaya-est Member Drummer Alwyn, Tsu and ME!!! :) how cute..

This is my gila friend acting gay at the Gurney stairs.. ok.. what were we doing there, he needed to smoke.. so i had to go along.. BODOH GOH TAI HOWE

This is my favourite couple from church, just look at them.. how sweet they are.. Just don't tell their parents that they're already an item at church.. SHHHHH!!!!

THAT"S ALL!!

Okay.. the poster said it all.. I would like to encourage all to come for this meeting, as you will definitely see the hand of God move through our prayers.. We combine worship, prayer and intercession at the same time.. If you're curious of how to do it, this will be the time.. If you're not curious, still come.. No harm right?..

There will be a team of intercessors from Korea coming just to pray for our church.. As you come, do expect God and God only.. For He is the One who is gonna do EVERYTHING!!

tobi

It was busy, as you can see, not much blog posts.. haha..
some of the highlights are:

no highlights..

haha..

yeah.. there is one..

Manchester United sent a team consisting of mostly new players and they did very well.. other than the fact that Ben Foster can't kick the ball.. like serious.. haha..

and Liverpool played like kids.. praise you Jesus.. way to go, Spurs!!

just got back from an interview at Adecco.. well.. not really an interview la.. they're gonna help me get a job on my behalf.. haha..

that's all for now..

tobi

- lots of pimples on my forehead..
- extremely easy-to-style hair..
- gain fat..
- no more emo..
- i dunno..

Wait.. How in the world could i phrase those two words together?.. lol..

Last time, i used to be very traumatic of some things.. One which really took a hold on me was the fear of someone PPK(ok.. what's the correct word for this?.. haha.. i dunno.. lol..)-ing me.. e.g.- someone would agree going out tomorrow with me today.. then the next day, he would tell me that he's sorry, and he's not going already.. My worse experience was that I got PPK-ed by this person 4 times in a week.. And all 4 times, he/she told me that he/she didn't wanna go only 5 minutes before I leave home.. Lol.. so many times, I get really down, disappointed, discouraged, (why does it all start with the D alphabet?.. haha..) etc..

I believe that this happens because I tend to have high expectations of someone, that when they ppk me, I get mad, frustrated, can't sleep?.. sounds familiar?..

Today i got ppk-ed again.. But I wasn't disappointed or sad.. Maybe I have already started to lose dependency on human, cuz after all, we're just humans right?.. and humans are weak.. haha..

Anyways, if you have a very hard time going through this same problem, I do hope that you'll learn how to let go and not carry this in your heart, cuz it's really painful..

tobi..

Last night, I dreamt that i was at the bench at Old Trafford, wearing Manchester United's new jersey with all the other players.. We were playing against Aston Villa.. Just a dream anyways.. I think i Ku-Ku d.. lol

hmm.. since i ran out of ideas of what songs to do, why not you all suggest me some songs to do.. of course, songs that can be done with either guitar or piano.. don't ask me do songs like Poker Face la, bla bla la.. whatever...

anyways, do post a comment here if you have any requests, i'll try to get it done.. :)

p.s.- requests posted in cbox will not be entertained..

love you all..
tobi

Dunno why lately i get moody so easily.. Why do i have to face such a person at home? He keeps acting innocent, but deep within, everyone knows what he has done.. I really can't take it anymore.. I'm gonna explode anytime now.. It's just so hard listening to him making his ridiculous noise everyday.. Why am i put to such a hard test compared to others? WHY?

Can i know if there is anyone out there who cares?

Today has been exciting.. :) lemme journal with time.. :)

8.00am - woke up and played Street Fighter 4.. lol..

9.00am - house no water.. need to bathe from the kept water in the tank..

9.30am - went out and fetched Daniel.. bought breakfast.. noticed that the person selling currypuff is Malay mixed Chinese.. didn't know what language to speak to him.. awkward.. :P

10.00am - fetched Daniel to Trinity Methodist Church.. SAND was in charge of worship leading.. lol.. was an interesting experience.. come on.. METHODIST CHURCH!!.. haha.. how interesting is that.. :)

1.00pm - we were treated lunch by the church members.. ate at Penang Sports Club.. Aaron and Raymond were checking out the girls at the next table.. lol.. i was busy eating all the way.. :)

2.30pm - went to Starbucks with Raymond to discuss some worship team stuff.. tried Caramel Machiatto for the first time.. I LIKED IT!!.. :)

4.00pm - headed to GBC for worship practice.. was a lil tiring..

7.00pm - went over YeeVonne's place to go dinner together.. while waiting for Hannah to arrive, i met and got to know the Thai missionaries who are staying at her place for 10 days.. pretty nice people.. I ALWAYS LOVED THAILAND!! :)

8.00pm - set out for dinner at James Foo.. Hannah only coming later.. :( so, it's me, daniel and yeevonne.. :)

8.30pm - Hannah came and ordered her food.. and Daniel was so kind to say that Hannah is only 21 years old.. :)

10.00pm - came home.. tired.. in the words of Tai Howe, it would be 'Tea-Rat'.. lol..

11.00pm - writing this blog post while my mind is empty..

11.30pm - should be sleeping already..

12.00pm - yeah.. i said should be sleeping d.. why you still read on? please don't disturb my sleep!!! :)

GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY!!!

blogger on strike!!

:)

Once in RPM, i met Jac.. It was Jac's first time in RPM and Jac doesn't know what to do with the bicycle.. I helped Jac to set up Jac's bike.. I've never met Jac since then.. I saw Jac again today.. But I didn't remember Jac at the first glance.. Later on, I went to the treadmill where Jac is and introduced myself.. Jac did the same, Jac happens to be from Tar College, which is previously my college.. Had a nice chat until Jac had to leave for Personal Training.. It was nice being able to meet a new friend.. I do hope that I can introduce Jac to a blessing that will change Jac's life completely.. SOON.. :)

Last night, or rather this morning, I had a really weird dream of someone i really hope to be dreaming of, the meaning is REALLY CLEAR, but i don't know what it is.. Weird right?.. Haha.. God, what are you trying to say? Please tell me.. I hope what happened in the dream is of You, and not merely fantasy.. :)

I got so excited that i can't sleep after that, keep thinking about the dream.. T-T

Anyways, i'm heading to the gym now.. Anyone interested to go with me? I can bring you in.. Hehe

this post is specially dedicated to a few of my friends.. hehe.. just have some things to say to them..

Danny - congrats upon your graduation.. hehe.. enjoy your last day with your ex-classmates..

Gary - whatever your decision is, just go for it and believe that God will be with you.. but make sure that the decisions you made are what God wants for you..

Tai Howe - dun get laid yet.. it's not cool.. haha..

tobijoey out

last time while working, Daniel intro-ed me this song.. since then, i fell in love with it totally.. the lyrics are just so touching.. since i just started blogging again, i decided to record this song for my friends who have left Penang.. LOVE YOU ALL!! enjoy..

this song is like so meaningful.. i'm so gonna sing this to my (un)lucky wife on our wedding day.. :)



Car door slams, it's been a long day at work
I'm out on the freeway and I'm wondering if it's all worth
The price that I pay, sometimes it doesn't seem fair
I pull into the drive and you're standing there
And you look at me
And give me that come-here-baby smile
It's all gonna be alright
You take my hand
You pull me close and you hold me tight

It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half

They say behind every man is a good woman
But I think that's a lie
'Cause when it comes to you I'd rather have you by my side
You don't know how much I count on you to help me
When I've given everything I got and I just feel like giving in
And you look at me
And give me that come-here-baby smile
It's all gonna be alright
You take my hand
Yeah you pull me close and you hold me tight

Well, you take my hand
Yeah you pull me close and I understand

It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe that we can make it through anything

Oh baby, it's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half

well. I'm BACK!! RPM class was awesome.. Didn't expect to meet Julian today.. went for sauna and steam bath after that.. A cup of Nescafe has always been a must after every good work-out session.. hehe.. Updated myself on Premier League stuffs.. :)

Woke up earlier today.. 7AM!!! haha.. it is dark and rainy today.. Did my devotion and went down for breakfast.. Bacon and Eggs! :) I don't know what to do now.. so early.. lol.. Waiting to attend my RPM class at 10AM.. :) meanwhile, i shall watch Smallville!! :)

Woke up early at 8 this morning.. My phone was ringing and i saw my mom still sleeping.. She's had a headache.. :( Made bacon, bread sucked, washed up, went out to get some pills for her.. Went for BodyPump class.. It was nice.. My whole body's aching now..

Had my brunch at TuSai Chicken Rice a.k.a. PigShit a.k.a. Corner Chicken Rice a.k.a. Tanjung Bungah Cafe(so many names.. dunno what to call it.. lol..) before i headed back home for Batman Begins and a short noon nap..

Now I'm here picking up my blogging pace and waiting for someone to IM me.. :)

God, speak to me today.. Teach me how to be a blessing to someone right where I am.. Amen..

tobijoey out..

Well, it's been a good 10 months since i took a break from the blogging world.. suddenly do miss it, cuz deep inside, it itches.. :P I just feel that this time, it will be different.. i don't know.. 10 can symbolize so many things.. e.g.-
The 10 Commandments?
The 10 Plagues? woah
or even The 10 Virgins.. haha.. just being totally random.. lol

but i do really hope that this time around, i'll be able to speak my mind more clearly and what's spoken will be words of edification to the Body Of Christ..

Feels good to be back.. wee!!!

READ ON!! :)